Juz wanna say treasure ur best friend n ur friends...U never noe maybe ur best friend may leave u someday...AHHH...I`m still crying...Juz forget dat...Juz noe dat true friends are d 1 who stay be u through everything..Ah i stopped....Finally...== i`m so lame...I noe i`m childish...I`m a noob...But i`m juz glad dat every1 is safe...N every1 is dear 2 me...Even my enemyies...N i wan 2 say sorry 2 every 1 i`ve hurt...I think now i noe d real meaning of friendship...Wth...some1 said every1`s dead...Nvm dat person wad juz joking...Sigh..I think dats all..

fell in love with music @ 1:40 PM

What i`ve being doing all these years...Has juz gone down d drain...Try so hard 2 please ppl all i get back is selfishness...No 1 cares for any1 anymore...Not even ur best friend...I`ve decided..I wan 2 change myself...2 a more stronger person...Yet maybe still cares for ppl on the inside...But i have 2 let people noe dat i wan 2 help...Its juz so hard 2...I`ve tried n tried but always gets nothing...Its juz a great big burden 2 me...I noe every1 has support or needs some1 there 2 help them...But some ppl juz get d wrong idea..I hate always being the middle...I hate betraying...I never wanted 2 get any enemys..I never even wanted 2 be delivered 2 dis world...Every1 thinks their life is unfair they are rite life is unfair but dey should noe dat even if their life is unfair dey should put other ppl`s thoughts first but hey...its the 21st century so no1 cares how other ppl think anymore...But how would u feel for d very 1st time some1 had really trusted u n u betrayed their trust?Or wad if ur best friend betrayed ur trust?
u will feel lik its d end of the world n start crying rite?Well u noe ur best friend does mean it in anyway she juz doesn`t wan u to get hurt but its alot 2 take it i noe...But maybe u 2 should put urself in each others shoes n think...Ur best friend needs alot of courage 2 say dat n u need a lot of time 2 think it through...o shyt i`m crying again...Maybe its juz so hard 2 say it out that u want a normal happy life...Well i am happy n thankful for all these years d ppl who try 2 be nice 2 me..Even my enemies...i`m juz thankful 2 every1 who has been around me protecting me...Sniff...Darn..i can tell d ppl in my house noe i`m crying...Its juz so hard 2 accpect d way ppl are...Its juz so hard 2...Even if ur friend juz one day leaves u alone...But for every 2 years if i go a diff class me n my best friend would juz go diff ways...But dis year its different...I`m juz so helpless..Without any1 2 lean 2...Lik a stem without a support...But dat totally change when i entered primary 5...I had more friends..N more ppl liked me...
But i`ve never been a gd friend..O darn now i`m crying more..i`ve never been strong enough 2 accpect my fate my destiny if dats wad god wants i`ll juz follow den...Even if we don`t remain friends i won`t forget her...She d only gd friend dat stood beside through everything and i never did that...I juz wan 2 tell all my friends n best friend i will never forget u no matter wad even if our lifes change...

fell in love with music @ 1:11 PM

fell in love with music @ 1:18 PM

Sigh...My 1 st weird dream was about angel wings...Den the 2 nd weird dream was about a murderer darn it was scary...I know there`s something behind these dreams juz can`t figure out wat it is...Who hates their little brother/sister?*raises hand*They are always mommy`s boy or girl..N yesterday i went 2 Tampines Mall wif my mom cause she was sick n took leave..But all we did was eat sushi...N my garndma gave each of us $20 2 spend..My brother bought a pokemon mystery dungeon instead of an Avatar catarage...Then we went 2 all the places my brother wanted 2 go n onli 1 place me n my sister wanted...Darn its not fair...Nid consentrate on my story n i managed 2 come out wif a masterpiece!Its 2 of my favourite characters dressed in Gothic clothing...

fell in love with music @ 11:50 AM