Sunday, November 23, 2008
Well...my PSLE results came out and i got 160 its average but i don`t think it was good... alot of my classmates got 190 and above...i think i have to put in damm a lot of effort if i wanna go express...but either way i`ve got to put in effort to achive my goals...I`m not worried bout that...At grauduating night i almost cried when the party was over not once but four times!But i managed to bottle it up and stopped myself from doing it...Then in my head i heard someone said "you`ve grown stronger" I was suprized then happy i grew out of my shell and its time to face the world.But i`m worried about secondary life..As you see..Secondary school life is very different from primary school life and at the school everyone willl treat you like an adult more then a child i like to be treated like an adult but i`m not going to a same school with my classmates and looks like i`m gotta go my own way and make more new friends.But this year it is gonna be harder as i don`t think i can make good friends cause i hate hanging out by myself...I depend way too much on others but that`s life...I don`t totally say i hate my life...But i know life is hard and we have a lot of twists and turns in it!But i do have a maple boyfriend but he doesn`t online anymore...I miss him(Icygunner) he one time even sent my a qipao in maple for new year i accecpted it and wore it then i met him he was wearing the boy style of it then he was like: "Do you like it?I got it especially for you.."I was touched..It was my first gift but it disappeared in 3 months time but i still miss him he doesn`t online nowadays maybe he has better things to do then play maple cause alot of people quit maple like me if he`s not online then there is no use for me to online...T.T i miss him terriblly..Hope he`s okay and wish him good luck in eveything he does...
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